March 29

Today Hannah asked me why I was crying last night. I told her it was because I used to have a lot of back pain and now I am having it again. I told her I was scared I am going to have it for the rest of my life. She simply said "It's okay, Mommy. I don't think you are at all. It's going to get better." She said it with such an ominous voice that I think I almost believe her.